I’m ready to go.

I’m scared and nervous and bracing myself for impact, but I’m definitely ready for it. The self-doubt has been STRONG the last few days but I also know this is just something that has to be done. While yes there are things I need to be aware of and thinking about, a lot of the stuff that’s coming up is fear-based and I can recognize that. I’m not really interested in stifling my fear (I mean yes to not feel so fucking nervous would be awesome) and I think acting while still feeling this fear is really important to do right now. I can’t always wait for things to feel 100% good. I’ll never do anything living like that lol.

I’m going to give myself a lot of space and show myself extra grace these next few weeks. There’s a lot I’m dealing with emotionally and I want to give myself everything I need to navigate through this well. This is the most intense form of self care I’ve ever done.

Just a lady (she/her) who thought she knew what she was doing, only to find she hadn’t even scratched the surface.