I think I would still want to go to his pinning ceremony.
That thought scares me, like why do I want to do this? Very first feeling is that I’m just really proud of him and I wanna be there for him. I think this means more to him than…
Maybe it’s not that I wasn’t trustworthy enough.
Trust requires the other person to make the decision to give it to you
If it was ever a guarantee, we’d not even need trust to begin with, you’d just know
I am mourning what the relationship wasn’t.
And yet also what…