Maybe it’s not that I wasn’t trustworthy enough.
Trust requires the other person to make the decision to give it to you
If it was ever a guarantee, we’d not even need trust to begin with, you’d just know
I am mourning what the relationship wasn’t.
And yet also what connection really was.
What if I am making a mistake here?
I wonder why I’m doubting myself
I deserve to be loved
And I don’t know if I really was
I think he loved me as much as he could
Oftentimes you think things are romantic that really aren’t